W A I T I N G

Alright. I have something else to say.

Sometimes I love waiting.

I love waiting for the sun to set.

I love waiting to eat avocados until they're almost too ripe.

I love waiting til after midnight to fall asleep.

I love waiting to wake up til my alarm goes off.

It's time to share the confusion in my head.

Isn't TIME such an interesting thing?

Time fascinates me.

Sometimes time goes by super fast.
Sometimes it goes by reallyyyyyyyy slowwwww.

My mission president taught me the value of time.
He explained that we should never use the term "killing time" because time really is so precious.  

When my life feels like its moving in slow motion I often sit around wishing it would speed up instead of enjoy what Heavenly Father is trying to teach me in this time of my life.  I need to work on that.

I got home from my mission 12 weeks ago today.  Wow.  

I'm not gonna lie, I've struggled a LOT with time these past several weeks.  

I'll spare you of all the details, but I will say that I feel like its now time to really focus on moving forward in my life.  Its time to figure out what I want to do, where I want to be and how I'm going to get here.  

It is most definitely an adventure.  

I am trying to trust in Heavenly Father's timing.  Just about every day He's kind enough to remind me that He controls the clock.  

I'm thankful for that. 

 If I follow His plan, He can do so much more with the time than I could even begin to imagine. 

:)