I knit, I cruise

Oh man.

So I've been knitting a whole lot lately ... and I'm just not sure if its healthy.

I've had SO many thoughts and decisions on my mind lately and knitting is such a mindless activity that I find myself getting deeply consumed in my thoughts.


I officially STINK at making decisions. Really. I always have struggled with such things. Even unimportant, little decisions basically throw me into panic attacks.


Example: (this happened this past summer)


Me (10:30pm): Dad, should I go to Jana's?! She wants me to go over there and I want to go but I also have work tomorrow (swim school). What should I do?
Dad (tired of me asking him what I should do): Jennika, pretty soon you're going to be SHOULD-ING all over yourself.
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHA.


Shocked. If any of you know my Dad, you would be shocked too. It was hilarious. But he definitely proved a point to me... and that is, I STINK AT MAKING DECISIONS. So if I struggle with such little decisions, you could probably imagine how much I'm struggling with the biggest decision I've ever had to make in my life (so far).


Life is hard. Making choices is real scary.

Which road do I take?!

Do you ever SHOULD all over yourself?






I'll soon be sailing the Carnival Destiny to this lovely place...







and i.cannot.wait!


Hopefully it will help me figure out what to do with my life.



I almost wish I was a Professional Student sometimes. That would make my life sooooo much easier right now!